Off the wagon and rolling

Wow, I really don't know what happened!  It has been quite a while since I have posted anything.  Not to say that nothing post worthy has happened.  There has been plenty.

But , I think that as a parent there are two schools of thought.  You can run yourself ragged when something happens trying to document every moment.  Or you can sit back and enjoy that moment.  I tend to be more of the second. 

I also think that I have slipped into a slight depression.  I truelly enjoy my time with my children.  However, going daily to my sisters is taking it's tole.  I really do not feel Super.  I feel as though I am not doing anything well right now. 

We celebrated Abby's B-day and I totally messed up the frosting which resulted in a complete emotional meltdown.  I called my hubby at work in tears.  I just couldnt understand how everything I tried lately turned out badly.  I think he was simply beside himself about what to do.   He offered to pick up premade frosting at a local baking store.  I like that frosting better anyway!  Now if I can just get the hubby to let me live down the meltdown. 

My 16 week appointment with the midwife was yesterday and this was the first appointment that my hubby has been able to come to.  Of course he brought it up with the midwife.  She reminded him that I was acting quite normal (for a pregnant lady) and that perhaps the answer would be in "Mommy time "  away from the children.   We will have to see how my hubby follows through with that.

Finally, last night we celebrated our 10th anniversary.   We went out to dinner and a movie.  I would like to say that after ten years how is it that we hardly have anything to talk about while sitting at dinner?  Dinner was good and it was time away from the children to recharge.  The movie " The Prince of Persia", was very good.  It was entertaining for both of us.  Funny for me with a little romance.  Action and suspense for him.    I still think that we need to get a night away somewhere , but that may not happen. 

Let's just end with that I am determind to get out of the slump that I am in.    Until next time I am looking to get my Super back!