Deep Breaths

My hubby was gone most of the weekend.  Yesterday he left for work at 2am and didn't return until 3pm.  I don't know what to say.  I guess I feel a little upset.  If he spent half as much time with us I might feel a little better supported and loved.  And the truth is that he has been so grumpy and tired when he was home that he doesn't want to spend time with us.  He just wants to veg out.  Not that I blame him, but I have been with the children 24/7 for over a week now on top of working on the race. 

Hopefully, this will start to get better since his biannual inspection is over.   I know that some of my upset is due to hormones.  I am just getting to that point in the pregnancy that I am tired and achy, and I just plain need to be loved on a little. 

Did I mention that I hit a mail box with the car yesterday on the way back from the doctor.  I felt awful.  The good news is that when I went to get the estimate for the dent the mechanic said that the little dent and scratch I had just added would be fixed anyway when they fixed the dent.  The bad news, because of the nature of the dent he is unsure if it can be completely fixed and it will cost about $1700.  Ouch!   I know that the families of the boys said that they would take care of it, but that price really hurts.  We will look into  get a few more quotes though.  Perhaps  someone can do it for cheaper.

I think that I am going to ground Supermom for a while.